MEDICATIONS

Hi. I've decided I am not going to take any more medications for the prevention of a recurrence. I'm tired of the roller coaster ride, and like the title of my next book, I want to be Happy for the Rest of My Life. The Femara -- after three tries -- crashed my mood by making my brain feel very brittle. I lost my reliance. I choose not to live with that today. I love waking up in the morning and actually feel like a real person. My wrists are getting better I think! Because I'm almost done with my website - please check it out - and my new blog Bright Horizons, and I'm slathering Rescue Remedy Cream on them every morning and night. Slather. Barb, if you're reading, it's a bit like slithering.


I'm also thinking about a juice fast to cleanse me out, and HOLD YOUR SEATS, giving up sugar entirely. Gulp. Is it possible? I met a man last night whose wife had a mastectomy, then when to a place in Florida where they promote raw foods. She gave up sugar 100%. I'll have to research the alternatives. For now, I'm not eating much and the fast will help me want it less. When I was told I had high cholesterol, which I don't by the way, I stopped eating pizza and ice cream, and now I don't like it at all. Feels like I'm eating the sole of a shoe.

I am also starting to create a trip across the country: researching what I will need, looking through what I already have, clearing out my house of a TON of stuff so I could possibly rent the whole thing out for a while. I'm going to buy the book Blue Highways: A Journey into America and get inspired.

Last night we had our first Amandla rehearsal of the season. So wonderful. I feel so blessed to be a part of that group. It is truly the best thing I've done since moving out here in 2003. Take a look-see at our site where you can hear a bit of our style. I'm in the second row with a big smile on my face.

I'm off to design windows and sweat. Hot day.

Love to all, and happiness. Bright Horizons is about prosperity today. Check it out!