TRAIN WRECK

Hi. I'm not exactly sure why, but I feel like I've been hit by a train. My mind feels like mashed potatoes. Yesterday at work I smashed my left hand against a door jam and now I can barely move my left pinky. What is it with the hand issues? It's pretty painful. Can't make a fist, knuckle is swollen. I iced it this morning as I slept. I've been having some issues with balance lately, and this is one of the results. I was walking up some steps and I tripped over my feet and started to fall backward, so I reached forward to grab the door jam and I smashed my hand. My head is foggy, it's really hard to focus and screen out unwanted stimulus. I think it's the increased meds. I feel "activated" as the med prescriber said. I'd like to de-activate, thank you very much. My memory is relatively shot right now too. Short term, forget it. And time seems to be passing at lightening speed. Of course I am still worried that the cancer has metastasized to my brain.

Yet another day as a breast cancer survivor.

Love,

Sue